Engery Shift

Well, I have shifted from desperation and begging you to come out to just accepting your timing and pace as I know you are safe and well in my belly. I feel very calm and centred now which is the way I would prefer to start our journey together instead of trying to get you out by force. You are a wise and dear little soul and I need to respect that you have the perfect plan in mind for the perfect birth. I may have Betty do some light reflexology to assist the process if I am still pregnant tomorrow, but I am going to wait to do other things like acupuncture until mid-week when we have had time to see if you will have decided to come to us by then.

Your Dad has taken Maia to the library out to our local swimming pool while I bake you a lemon birthday cake. I figure if you have any of the Studzinski genes, the smell in itself will inspire you to come out...laugh.

The nice thing about your timing is that it has given us some lovely family time together and I had the chance to read a book called, Ten Moons yesterday which talked about how to better connect with you and how seeing that you and I are sharing the same physical space that we are very connected, which I knew, but it somehow went a bit deeper after ready about it. So thank you for being patient with me as well as I have had my ups and downs these last weeks waiting for you to come and to think that I thought you would be born either on December 8 or December 15. January actually feels much better and I am so happy that you have hung out for your perfect moment and stuck to your own plan. It shows you have a very independent and assertive character, like your Momma...laugh, and that is a good thing...my little Capricorn Ox.

Momma loves you and looks forward to setting eyes on you for the first time. Now off to make that cake while I have a quiet moment to myself here.

Lots of love to you my baby....Mumma